My Life

I Love God, my family, friends and love life. Enjoy being around people and make friends. Enjoy cookingg and of course EATING!!!....ahahhaha.....absolutely love what i am doing right now....Love shopping!!!...sleeping...ZZZZZZZZ......and just relaxing with a cup of tea and cookies....

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

God the mountain mover

Halllllooooo.....gosh im back to share something incredible incredible incredible...ahhahaha...that's lots of incredibles....So what's so increadible? God's incredible for he's healed my dad.
So here we go, last year my dad went for heart check, he's got a bit of high blood pressure and high cholesterol level. So he went to penang at first for a test to check if there's any blocked arteries in his heart. The test at that time showed quite significant blockages of at least one of the artery, couldnt really remember which one, but i read the report and it did write that at least one of the artery was blocked quite severely. So last month my dad decided to go for another test. He went to singapore this time and he did this test called the thallium scan. So what this test does is to look at the circulation of the heart before and after exercise, and also to look at how well the heart is pumping blood. So I've been really praying that God will heal my dad of his heart condition. Being a medical student, I cant help but to know that heart condition is not a very nice thing to have ( for obvious reasons...).

So I've been praying and claiming for my dad's health, believing in God by faith that he's gonna heal my dad. I actually pray specifically that the test result will come out to be totally normal, that there will be no blockages of the heart arteries, and all the blockages will be opened and cleared. ANDDDDDD...yesterday my dad's secretary sent me a message to ask me about the test result, she sent me a short summary of what the report said. ANDDDD....PRAISE GOD, my dad's heart is functioning normally, the test showed no reduced heart circulation before and after exercise, there's no evidence of reduced perfusion of the heart,every part of the heart is beating strong with good output.....ALL IN ALL THE TEST DID COME OUT TO BE PERFECTLY NORMALLLLL.....HOW GOOD IS GODDDD!!!!!!...HE again came through for me and my family. Im just sooo in awe when i read my secretary's message and to be honest I still couldn't believe what I read...ahhahahaa..it's just awesome.....now...... isnt God incredible or what. He answers prayers and there's no limit to what He can do. Remember, God has unlimited power but He's only limited by what we can believe in. If we believe for small things, then He can only do small things. But if we dare to believe God for big things, He surely can do big things. There's no limit to His power and this testimony is the evidence of it. God is indeed the mountain mover. He can move our mountains of troubles, problems, no matter how big they seem.

I hope this will encourage you if you're believing in God for a miracle in your life. Remember, there's no limit to what God can do. God's only limited by what we believe in. If your circumstances seem big, know that God is bigger.Don't put God in a box ( we cant even fit ourself in a box whatmore God...ahahha...). Don't put your hope in men, not even yourself. Proverbs 3:5 says" Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths."

Saturday, November 04, 2006

woww...what a weekend







woah what a weekend for me...
Went for dinner with the girls to celebrate our dearest friend, Tricia's coming wedding this December. Congratulations Tricia. Im sure you'll be such a lovely and beautiful bride as you already are such a beautiful person......Again, Congratsss!!!!...Am really happy for you and Im sure you and jon will be such a strong couple that will definitely be a blessing to all those around you as both of you already have been.... That's on a really happy note.



But on a sad note, another dear friend of mine, Casey, has just left for good today. And we went for a group dinner as a farewell party for him. I'm really gonna miss him a lot, he's just been such a great friend and of course a great co-leader of our coolest lifegroup. He's just been a blessing. Casey if you're reading, Hope things go well with you back home ya. Know that you're dearly missed by all of us here in melbourne. Don't forget to come back here and visit us. And of course, I'll see you in April when i visit malaysia on my way back to Indonesia. No matter what you do, I'm sure the hands of the Lord are with and upon your life. You'll succeed in everything that you do and I believe that you will fulfill the dreams that God's put upon your heart. You've been such a tremendous tremendous blessing to all of us here in Melbourne and I'm sure you'll be a great blessing wherever you go too. Know that you'll always have a friend in me. No matter what you do, DONT YOU DARE FORGET ME k? I know you wont...ahhahahhahhaha.......you wont dare i suppose...muahahahhaha...im jokingggggggg.....Casey's a lovely person so he'll definitely remember all of us. Keep us updated with things back home k?

Well..that's my weekend and these are the photos. I made opera cake, recipe taken from my fave blog http://pennylanekitchen.blogsome.com
Highly recommended everyone, try and make it, you'll love it, you dont even need to decorate much coz it's already such a wonderful and beautiful cake...
chao chaooooo....

Friday, November 03, 2006

Unconditional love

What does unconditional love mean?
According to Oxford dictionary, Unconditional= not subject to any condition.
So unconditional love to me means a love that's not subjected to any condition or sitution. Love that's ever so strong and true despite of all the weaknesses of the other party, love that persists through the good and the bad, love that doesn't change despite circumstances that ever so often change in our life, love that's always there even when we dont deserve it, love that's ALREADY there when we havent realized it. To me, that's unconditional love.

But how often do we find this kind of unconditional love. Honestly, not very often I find. Too often in our society and even as a child, we were brought up in a culture which says " if you're required to do something that doesnot benefit you, dont do it.".Too often we try to work so hard to try to obtain other's love and approval. Don't you agree with me?
We try to be nice, smile at people, do nice things to others so that we can obtain their love. Honestly, in our society nowadays do you think many people will love us if we are harsh, impolite and rude? Well.....i guess all of us know the answer. Too often people love us not of who we are but of what we do or have done. Where then can we find unconditional love? Im not saying that we shouldn't improve to be a better person. Neither am I saying that we should be rude and harsh to others. No no no no...Im a kinda person that am completely into being a nice person to others. But that's not the point, my point is, all of us are human and we make mistakes yea? We do wrong things, we have our ups and downs, good and bad day, happy and sad day. No one escapes making mistakes in life. And when we do, do we have people around us that'll say : "I love you no matter what mistakes you've done in your life. It's not too late to change." Well of course some of us do, but sometimes people are too quick to judge that we aren't given the opportunity to change.

I think unconditional love can only be found in God. I was strucked in awe again by God's love the other day. He made me realize again how much He loves me despite of all my weaknesses, all my shortcomings, all the mistakes that I've done in my life and all those times that I have either intentionally or unintentionally hurt Him. His love is always there. He is the ONE that'll continue to love me with a love so strong, a love so true despite of all my weaknesses. Even at times when I've walked away from Him, at times when I've neglected His presence in my life, He is always there waiting for me to run back to Him. And when I take that one step back to Him, guess what? He'll take that extra 100 steps to me. All He wants is just that one step back to Him. Nothing can separate us from the love of God the bible says, not angels or demons, not heaven or earth. His love is always there for us. he loves us even before we love Him. But the only way that we can get disconnected from God's love is when we choose to walk away from Him. His love is STILL there even when we walk away, but it's us that choose not to experience it. But we we turn back, we'll always find Him, Our Father, there waiting for us.

A love so strong, a love so true.
This love I find when I found You.